Acting loud

I am diving into role parts
shivering and cold,
under the dimlight of my previous
lifestyle.

Trying to choose what suites me best
while cruelly cut feelings
beg me to take them back.
This is the status of my updated profile.

Ivory gold potentials drug me
into unknown pathways but
my mind is stubbornly stuck
to my childhood dreamlands.

"Fly away", the song on my ipad says,
get away from this nightmare,
hidden into supressed feelings
among strong ethics of solitude.

An actreess has to be alone,
away from people who need her.
She has to find the role that brings money,
fame and happiness.

Let her breathe, let her be, let her...
                                                      Irene Asimenou